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For as long as our kids can remember,
we've started out each school day with about fifteen minutes of
family reading and prayer together. When they were very young, I
would dutifully plod through The Beginner's Bible
(published by Questar) we usually gift parents on their child's
Dedication Day. (In fact, we still read chapters 1, 2 and 3 - “The
Beginning”, “A Special Helper” and “A Sad Day” - of our now
dog-eared copy on the first day of each school year.) As they got
older we moved on to The Chronicles of Narnia, The
Book of God, The Hobbit and several of Corrie
ten Boom's books including The Hiding Place
and Tramp for the Lord. Only Emma now is part
of our small circle and this past year we read Dancer Off Her
Feet by Julie Sheldon and
Born Again by
Chuck Colson. Last Wednesday, with only seven mornings to go before
summer vacation officially begins, I decided that I would read
excerpts from some of my favorite moments in The
Chronicles of Narnia.
Wednesday,
May 30: Chapter 7
“How the Adventure Ended” from
The Voyage of the Dawn Treader
In
my opinion, it is one of the most powerful moments in the entire book
(if not the series). Poor Eustace, who had unknowingly drank magic
water that turned him into a dragon – a doppelgรคnger
of the boy he really was on the inside – is miserable and lonely
and in searing pain from the gold bracelet he had put on his arm
before his transformation. Later, when he has been “undragoned”
he shares with Edmund how he was returned to his boy-self. While he
did not yet know him by name he had met the Lion who invited him to
bathe in a pool in the middle of a garden. But before he could step
into it he was informed he would have to undress first. Just about
the moment he was going to inform the Lion that he wasn't wearing any
clothes it occurred to him that “dragons are snaky sort of things
and...can cast their skins.” And thus begins his futile attempt to
undress himself. After three attempts to do just this all that he has
to show for his efforts are three sets of skins lying in lumps upon
the ground. And then the Lion says “ -You will have to let me
undress you.” Were he not so incredibly desperate at that moment,
he would have flown away but in the absence of any alternative, he
lays prone before the lion.
“The
very first tear he made was so deep that I thought it had gone right
into my heart. And when he began pulling the skin off, it hurt worse
than anything I’ve ever felt. The only thing that made me able to
bear it was just the pleasure of feeling the stuff peel off…Well,
he peeled the beastly stuff right off – just as I thought I’d
done it myself the other three times, only they hadn’t hurt – and
there it was lying on the grass: only ever so much thicker, and
darker and more knobbly looking than the others had been. And there
was I as smooth and soft as a peeled switch and smaller than I had
been. Then he caught hold of me…and threw me into the water. It
smarted like anything but only for a moment. After that it became
perfectly delicious and as soon as I started swimming and splashing I
found that all the pain had gone from my arm. And then I saw why. I’d
turned into a boy again…after a bit the lion took me out and
dressed me –“
“Dressed
you. With his paws?”
“Well,
I don’t exactly remember that bit. But he did somehow or other: in
new clothes.”
It
is such a rich picture of our baptism and ultimate sanctification.
Our attempts to clean ourselves up never go deep enough to the heart
of issue. It is just so much “snake skin.” There are some people
who by strength of will can “clean themselves up” and become
respectable in the eyes of others but as Isaiah once warned an
outwardly religious people,
We're
all sin-infected, sin-contaminated.
Our best efforts are grease-stained rags. (Isaiah 64:6, Msg)
Our best efforts are grease-stained rags. (Isaiah 64:6, Msg)
No
matter how we look on the outside, he sees the inside and has the
cure that we require.
I
love Lewis' last comment on the rest of Eustace's story:
“It
would be nice, and fairly nearly true, to say that ‘from that time
forth Eustace was a different boy.’ To be strictly accurate, he
began to be a different boy. He had relapses. There were still many
days when he could be very tiresome. But most of those I shall not
notice. The cure had begun.”
Healing
and salvation (the same words in Greek in our New Testament) is never
a straight line. All of us – even the ones we esteem the highest –
are not only saved at a moment in time when we open our heart to the
Savior but are also in the process of being saved. Like Lazarus we
shuffle out of the tomb Frankenstein-like and need the careful
attention of Christian brothers and sisters who come alongside us to
help us step out of our grungy grave clothes and be properly fitted
with the attire suitable for a son or daughter of the King. Sometimes
we think we know what is right for us (even though we should know
better). Scripture always assumes we belong to a loving faith
community that bears with us as salvation works from the inside out.
Thursday,
May 31: Chapter 11 “The
Unwelcome Fellow Traveler” from
The Horse and His Boy.
Of
all the Narnia books, this one is my least favorite. It's a good yarn
and happens during the days when “Peter was High King in Narnia and
his brother and his two sisters were King and Queens under him” but
it is probably the only one in the series I've only read twice (once
for myself and then, later, with my kids.)
Shasta
is a boy growing up in a little village in far southern Calormen the
only son, as it were, of a fisherman. But the truth is he was found
as a baby by the fish monger and when Shasta learns that he has been
sold to a powerful Calormene lord he serendipitously meets up with a
talking horse from Narnia named Bree and they decide to make their
get away riding north to Narnia. Along the way they meet up with a
young Calormene woman named Aravis (and her talking horse Hwin) who
is also seeking to get out of Calormen to avoid being married off
without any say in the matter. The four become traveling companions
and endure many different adventures in their quest to reach the
safety of Narnia.
In
chapter 11, Shasta has made it to Archenland and King Lune (who he
doesn't yet know is his long lost father) and must travel with the
king and his courtiers to meet the oncoming Calormene troops who are
coming by stealth to take the kingdom. But along the way he gets
separated from the king and his party and up in the mountains enters
a fog so thick he cannot see anything. And while traveling along,
feeling more alone than ever he meets Something – or Someone in the
fog.
“I do
think,” said Shasta, “that I must be the most unfortunate boy
that ever lived in the whole world. Everything goes right for
everyone except me. Those Narnian lords and ladies got safe away from
Tashbaan: I was left behind. Aravis and Bree and Hwin are all as snug
as anything with that old Hermit: of course I was the one who was
sent on. King Lune and his people must have got safely into the
castle and shut the gates long before Rabadash arrived, but I get
left out.”
And being very tired and having
nothing inside him, he felt so sorry for himself that the tears
rolled down his cheeks.
What put a stop to all this was a
sudden fright. Shasta discovered that someone or somebody was walking
beside him. It was pitch dark and he could see nothing. And the Thing
(or Person) was going so quietly that he could hardly hear any
footfalls. What he could hear was breathing. His invisible companion
seemed to breathe on a very large scale, and Shasta got the
impression that it was a very large creature. And he had come to
notice this breathing so gradually that he had really no idea how
long it had been there. It was a horrible shock.
Shasta,
atop a borrowed horse, continues to walk cautiously through the
mountain pass with an increasing fear of this silent, breathing
presence until he can take it no longer and then asks:
“ ‘Who are you?’ he said,
scarcely above a whisper.
‘One who has waited long for you
to speak,’ said the Thing. Its voice was not loud, but very large
and deep.
‘Are you – are you a giant?’
asked Shasta.
‘You might call me a giant,’
said the Large Voice. ‘But I am not like the creatures you call
giants.’
‘I can’t see you at all,’ said
Shasta, after staring very hard. Then (for an even more terrible idea
had come into his head) he said, almost in a scream, ‘You’re not
– not something dead, are you? Oh please – please do go away.
What harm have I ever done you? Oh, I am the unluckiest person in the
whole world.’
Once more he felt the warm breath of
the Thing on his hand and face. ‘There,’ it said, ‘that is not
the breath of a ghost. Tell me your sorrows.’
Shasta was a little reassured by the
breath: so he told how he had never known his real father or mother
and had been brought up sternly by the fisherman. And then he told
the story of his escape and how they were chased by lions and forced
to swim for their lives; and of all their dangers in Tashbaan and
about his night among the Tombs and how the beasts howled at him out
of the desert. And he told about the heat and thirst of the desert
journey and how they were almost at their goal when another lion
chased them and wounded Aravis. And also, how very long it was since
he had had anything to eat.
‘I do not call you unfortunate,’
said the Large Voice.
‘Don’t you think it was bad luck
to meet so many lions?’ said Shasta.
‘There was only one lion,’ said
the Voice.
‘What on earth do you mean? I’ve
just told you there were at least two the first night, and – ‘
‘There was only one: but he was
swift of foot.’
‘How do you know?’
‘I was the lion.’ And as Shasta
gaped with open mouth and said nothing, the Voice continued. ‘I was
the lion who forced you to join with Aravis. I was the cat who
comforted you among the houses of the dead. I was the lion who drove
the jackals from you while you slept. I was the lion who gave the
Horses the new strength of fear for the last mile so that you should
reach King Lune in time. And I was the lion you do not remember who
pushed the boat in which you lay, a child near death, so that it came
to shore where a man sat, wakeful at midnight, to receive you.’
‘Then it was you who wounded
Aravis?’
‘It was I.’
‘But what for?’
‘Child,’ said the Voice, ‘I am
telling you your story, not hers. I tell no one any story but his
own.’
'Who are you?' asked Shasta.
'Myself,” said the Voice, very
deep and low so that the earth shook: and again “Myself,” loud
and clear and gay: and then the third time “Myself,” whispered so
softly you could hardly hear it, and yet it seemed to come from all
round you as if the leaves rustled with it.”
There
is this wonderful word called “providence” that used to be quite
common among followers of Christ. But it's a word you don't hear very
much any more. Maybe because it sounds too big or it has too many
consonants. In any case, it's a word to describe the “happenings”
in our life that at times look “unlucky” but through the eyes of
faith and the passing of time we see God at work silently behind the
scenes. One of the men from our fellowship was in a terrible
motorcycle accident a month ago. Outsiders (and maybe even some
insiders) would call him unlucky, how unfortunate that three deer
chose to cross the road at the instance he was coming down it. But
his wife sees it differently. She is overcome with thankfulness that
there was a car at all out on that road immediately following the
incident (he was on a country road) and that the accident occurred
200 yards from the driveway of an emergency room technician. It's the
kind of stuff that contributed to her still being a wife instead of a
widow. Our forebears would have said it this way: “Providentially,
the girlfriend of an emergency room technician came along immediately
following the collision and was on the phone with her beloved soon
after.” Am I saying God caused the accident? Of course not but the
sovereign God of space and time knows where his own are and in the
“st. nick of time” had a trained individual on the spot beginning
treatment that probably saved his life. And, of course, Steve's story
is just at the beginning of the telling. Time will only tell what God
is up to in all this havoc that surrounds his family right at the
present time. But we are buoyed by Scripture which affirms
unequivocally that “in all things God works for the good of
those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose”
(Romans 8:28, NIV). “In all things” means what it means and so at
the end of the day we may not have a clue what God is up to but we
can be reminded that He is good and means our good and in that can
take comfort.
More to come...
1 comment:
That peeling off of "dragon skin" that Eustace experiences is not a one time event! It feels like God is doing more and more peeling in my own life, or maybe I am finally allowing Him to go deeper than I have been willing to in the past? Thanks for sharing Jeff, very well done, as usual.
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